Yes, it's Christmas Day.
Wish everyone a very Merry Christmas.
Even though people seem to enjoy it, I simply do not; not so much. I don't know why I have this feeling of a boring holiday (without any means to belittle Xmas). Today is simply too quiet, even I was the only passenger on the bus and subways were not crowded, which I should have been thankful for. It's like a dead city; so little people go out, which I can assume that most are staying at home. So, most of my activities for today were just among visiting my grandma, reading novel, checking e-mail and social network sites, and making up my room.
Way too booooooooooring....
One lesson I can learn today is that I am NOT a good holiday person, in a sense that whenever I have a lot of spare time, I simply cannot just sit there watching time flows. That's for real. It's either I have to find something to do in the mean time or I will be done by that something. That's why, it sounds like an irony to people that I really hope holidays are passing by faster so that I could get back to my daily activities.
Another is that I am a cheap ignorant bastard. Yes, IGNORANT BASTARD. I don't know why I simply cannot lend a hand when people get busy; cannot help to do the chores, and need to be realized by others 'bout this. It's like I view it as a nickel-and-dime job. I hate this too much. It makes me looked like an anti-social person. Huff.. I hope I could change this bad habit so I could at least lessen the burden of others in my surroundings..
Hope I could fix this for the rest of my life. Survive or die.
Cheers,
Zee.
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